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Alias. Ina.


About me.

Optimistic idealist. Perfectionist. Night-owl. ISFJ.


These are a few of my favorite things..

Solitary moments just before dawn. Textures. Cozying up in blankets. Wine. Hushed intimate conversations. Hot tea. Good instrumentals. Camping. Crunching autumn leaves. Freshly laundered towels. Handwritten letters/notes. Green hills. Freshly sharpened No. 2 pencils. Art museums. Post-its. Delectable foods. Typewriters. Impressionist paintings. Beauty and fashion captured in photography.














 




Notes.
-loans repayment schedule
-replace car battery


Appointment Book.


Currently Coveting

-gold chain bracelets
-silk blouse like one from Equipment
-dark denim skinnies
-YSL arty ring in turquoise
-v-neck cardigans in lavender and red-orange
-gold-rimmed black aviators
-Tory Burch flats in red-orange or black with gold hardware
-white blazer
-cognac leather satchel like Mulberry's Oak Alexa bag, or suede like one by Proenza Schouler
-wedge cognac/nude leather sandals
-flat cognac leather sandals
-peacock feather drop earrings
-personalized stationery
-navy nail polish like Essie's Midnight Cami
-laser-cut white lace cropped top
-skinny belt in camel
-white denim skirt


Inspiration.

[[cafcaf]] [[small fish. big pond.]] [[transplanted]] [[j crew inspiration]] [[cupcakes & cashmere]] [[a cup of jo]] [[heart of light]] [[joy the baker]] [[wendy's lookbook]] [[fashion toast]] [[from me to you]] [[caroline's mode]] [[viv&ingrid]] [[christian's slayers realm]] [[hamlet: the manga!]] [[slayers kawaii]] [[faded memories archives]]














20 September 2005

hm. that's interesting. i just talked to my mom on the phone for about an hour. and it was good. i called her because i needed her. and she was there for me. and we talked about interesting things. i could be honest with her, truly myself for once. well almost all of it. too much to say in one hour, so i said most of everything.

i guess i miss her, and di, and home, more than i thought. well, the old home. but maybe also the new home too?

but why can't you depend on people?? why are people not dependable. why are we created this way. why are we allowed to be with him forever, but first must go through this life. this life that seems to be filled with things we do not want to do, responsibilities, a purpose we are created for but do not want. or something. this is all just rambling. i'm tired. my heart and mind are a tangled mess. churned and tossed in the waves of the ocean, beaten to a pulp, washed up on shore. left for someone, any caring soul, to find. who will find. who will want.

dreaming aloud at 12:37 AM





17 September 2005

grocery shopping always makes me think about you. and the rows of coffee beans, the smell. the boxes of cereal, the jars of plum baby food. free samples of candy, tubes of raw cookie dough. the pillsbury doughboy you got for me. oh i miss you. is it ok to cry? please don't be sad if i cry a little for you. you won't be disappointed? i know you want me to be happy. and i am, i am happy. but sometimes it's too much to bear, the emptiness you left behind. the space left between unspoken words. not a comfortable silence anymore. i don't know what to do with this. teach me again what love is?

dreaming aloud at 10:54 PM