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Alias. Ina.


About me.

Optimistic idealist. Perfectionist. Night-owl. ISFJ.


These are a few of my favorite things..

Solitary moments just before dawn. Textures. Cozying up in blankets. Wine. Hushed intimate conversations. Hot tea. Good instrumentals. Camping. Crunching autumn leaves. Freshly laundered towels. Handwritten letters/notes. Green hills. Freshly sharpened No. 2 pencils. Art museums. Post-its. Delectable foods. Typewriters. Impressionist paintings. Beauty and fashion captured in photography.














 




Notes.
-loans repayment schedule
-replace car battery


Appointment Book.


Currently Coveting

-gold chain bracelets
-silk blouse like one from Equipment
-dark denim skinnies
-YSL arty ring in turquoise
-v-neck cardigans in lavender and red-orange
-gold-rimmed black aviators
-Tory Burch flats in red-orange or black with gold hardware
-white blazer
-cognac leather satchel like Mulberry's Oak Alexa bag, or suede like one by Proenza Schouler
-wedge cognac/nude leather sandals
-flat cognac leather sandals
-peacock feather drop earrings
-personalized stationery
-navy nail polish like Essie's Midnight Cami
-laser-cut white lace cropped top
-skinny belt in camel
-white denim skirt


Inspiration.

[[cafcaf]] [[small fish. big pond.]] [[transplanted]] [[j crew inspiration]] [[cupcakes & cashmere]] [[a cup of jo]] [[heart of light]] [[joy the baker]] [[wendy's lookbook]] [[fashion toast]] [[from me to you]] [[caroline's mode]] [[viv&ingrid]] [[christian's slayers realm]] [[hamlet: the manga!]] [[slayers kawaii]] [[faded memories archives]]














15 October 2004

my heart is being squeezed from all sides and i can't breathe.

slow down...

more love, more love.

discipline.

the world is tinged with sadness and desperation, a quiet desperation, but sometimes loud. a tinny loudness, bouncing off the empty shells and bare bones of pathetic falsely built-up self-esteems. eyes dripping out of greed, hunger, and not of fullness, of love. love. a foreign concept. one we try to grasp, we try to manipulate into something we can hold onto, something tangible and real. and again we fail. we fail to understand what love is.

how my heart aches for this sickly, dying world.

dreaming aloud at 4:22 AM





14 October 2004

YES! It works! My blog is BACK. :)

Ok, time for more slow jams and Chem (perfect combo, according to Jose).

dreaming aloud at 3:33 AM





09 October 2004

screw it. i'm going to bed.

(it's not working.)

dreaming aloud at 4:28 AM



I watched my dad's memorial service slideshow for the first time since the service.

I don't feel like sleeping yet.

I can't find the picture that used to be up here on my blog, and it is a bit frustrating.

No one is online or awake (probably b/c it's 4 am).

I just found the picture in my email! And now I must find a host. Hm.

Let's see if this works.

dreaming aloud at 3:59 AM