28 August 2003:)Every time I'm frustrated or in a bad mood, someone will make my day. I love my friends. :) Thanks again, Alfred, for making my day yesterday, and thanks Chris (er Elmo, I should say), for making my day today. :) dreaming aloud at 11:19 PM
27 August 2003Note to self: Check out this site.dreaming aloud at 10:21 PM
Also my eyes hurt because they're dry, prolly from the chlorine. dreaming aloud at 9:46 PM
Every time I think I'm going to blog, or I plan to blog, I always end up chatting online forever instead. So I still haven't blogged about the past few weeks. And I've been too lazy to journal. Or maybe I'm scared to see all my thoughts in writing. That's probably it. Sigh. Anyways. This past month has been the best month of summer. :) Here's what I've been up to: Aug 11 - 14 (Mon - Thurs): Youth Retreat at Sky Mountain Aug 15 (Fri): Swimming and Lunch with Jeff and Susu and Kevin, Bowling for Anton's bday Aug 16 (Sat): Bball tourney, YG at Eddie's Aug 17 (Sun): Swimming at Phyllis', For the Love of God concert (Amaris and Jeff came!) Aug 18 (Mon): Di's bday, went out to Stanford's and watched Rush Hour and Rush Hour Two Aug 20 (Wed): Bowling Night with MB, stopped by Alfred's to get comic, went to Carl's Jr, walked home with Jeff and Chris (who nearly scared me to death! hmph.) Aug 21 (Thurs): Star Wars at Chris' with Amaris and Jeff, Arbo, dinner with Amaris, Chris, and Nikhil, Q-Zar with MB Aug 22 (Fri): Drove down to SD with Roger and Grace Aug 23 (Sat): Drove to Irvine to hang with Greg, went to C&O's with Greg and Yiyin (got to walk on the beach barefoot!), back to Yiyin's place Aug 24 (Sun): Church with Greg and Co., boba (strawberry slushy with boba! YUM), drive to Irvine to meet up with Grace and Roger, shopping!!!, back to SD for church (The ROCK), back to Grace's place Aug 25 (Mon): Drove back home, stopped by Sweet Tomatoes to say Happy Birthday to Faith and Joe, Rocco's with MB, walked to Foothill and back Aug 26 (Tues): As for the morning, all I remember was waking up before 9:30. Even though it was just yesterday. How sad. Well I remember Amaris coming over, and then Chris picked us up for Camelot (er, Boomer's). And yeah. That was the rest of my day. Fun stuff. Now I can finally say that I've gone mini-golfing. And I think I might be getting hooked onto fighting games... Aug 27 (Wed, er, TODAY): Slept in til about 10:30, did chores around the house, went to Phyllis' pool partay...yeah thas about it. haha. Hm. I was gonna retreat blog. But I'm not in the mood. Plus it seems so far away. And now I'm all confused again. I hate this feeling. Being happy, but being sad. Or not being allowed to be happy? But why? I don't know anymore. My reasoning is all messed up now. The lines are so blurry...why can't my head and heart make up their minds and agree?! Hmph. dreaming aloud at 9:38 PM
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19 August 2003Phone conversation:Alfred: I have to fight something. Ian: Fight the dragon that's about to attack me. Alfred: Ok. I killed him. Ian: Oh, that was fast. Alfred: I peed on him. dreaming aloud at 10:50 PM
Another survey...about books! :) (Doofus, maybe I'll post about retreat tmrw...hehehe. I do have a story I'd like to share.) 1. What books are your comfort reading -- the ones you slink back to in times of stress? The Sisterhood of the Traveling Pants, The Second Summer of the Sisterhood, anything by Robin Jones Gunn, Harry Potter 2. What was your favorite book as a child, and why? I loved series. So, The Baby-Sitters Club, The Baby-Sitters Club: Little Sister series, Sweet Valley, Boxcar Children, Beverly Cleary (books about Ramona, Beezus, and Henry), Little House on the Prairie, Fudge-A-Mania series (Tales of a Fourth Grade Nothing, Otherwise Known as Sheila the Great, etc.), Anastasia Krupnik series. Oh yeah, and I remember loving Now and Then. Still must watch whole movie, and not just part. And then there are also A Wrinkle in Time, Witch of Blackbird Pond, and From the Mixed-Up Files of Mrs. Basil E. Frankweiler. Ok, so I read a LOT when I was little. I had so many favorites. 3. What was your favorite book as an adolescent, and why? I'm still an adolescent, but I don't know what my favorite book is. Probably the Sisterhood of the Traveling Pants series. Good stuff. It always makes me cry, no matter how much I read it. Ann Brashares has a way of wording things that really hits me. It makes me learn things about life, learn things about myself, and I can always relate to the characters. I wish I had written it. :) 4. What is the most-unread category of books gathering dust on your bookshelf -- the books you've bought but just never got around to reading? A lot of books, actually. I always buy so many because they look really good...and then I never read them. One series that I really want to read through is the Chronicles of Narnia. Oh, and Anne of Green Gables. I started reading each, but never finished. 5. What kind of books would you like to say you read, but never do? Classics. And philosophical books. I still need to finish Sophie's World, Emma, and start Pride and Prejudice, Sense and Sensibility, and other Jane Austen books, along with other classics. 6. What's the oddest book you ever read? Hmm...I can't think of a super odd one...I guess maybe Middle Age: A Romance. It was totally not what I expected. Interesting, but odd. 7. What book were you never able to get through, despite the recommendations of people you respect? Sophie's World. I really want to, though. But no motivation, as it requires deep thought, and it is summer. My brain still hurts. Or maybe it is just lazy. 8. What's the book it took you a couple of tries to get into, but was as good as promised once you finally made it? ...I honestly can't think of one right now. Maybe the first two books of the Left Behind series (I won't say the whole series because I still haven't made it through that either). 9. What's your favorite short story . . . or do you even have one? Yep, can't think of this one either. I don't really read short stories, actually. Poems, yes. Short stories, no. 10. The desert island. Three books (and collected works don't count; if you want *Lord of the Rings* it'll cost you all three slots). Go: The Sisterhood of the Traveling Pants, the complete poems of Emily Dickinson, and the Bible. :) dreaming aloud at 2:51 AM
Hm. I seem to have forgotten a few things. I mean, besides money. Russ: Switchfoot CD Bert: John Mayer live CD Mrs. Meals: some CD... Do I owe anyone else anything? dreaming aloud at 12:20 AM
16 August 2003People I Owe Money (And No, I Haven't Forgotten!!):Grace: $20 Steph Chang: $34 (and tube top) Bert: $80 Elaine: $32 Jeff Hahn: $4.25 You all will get your money, I promise...please be patient!! :) I keep reminding myself to pay you all back, but then I never have cash on me. Or my mom. Sigh. dreaming aloud at 11:52 PM
11 August 2003WARNING: Extremely Long Survey.I am not: sleepy yet, thus why I am here, filling this out. I hurt: my eyes while watching Spy Kids 3D: Game Over with my little brother and his friend (darn those 3D glasses!) I love: how watching chick flicks or Friends can cheer me up I hate: when, after opening my heart to someone, that someone does not open their heart to me. Oh yes, and people honking at me when I drive. I fear: never being able to have another opportunity, needles, small, crowded spaces, bugs with lots of legs *shudder*, horror movies, ...but one of my biggest fears is being sexually harrassed I crave: milk and cereal. I think I'll go get some now. :) I regret: messing things up when I had the chance to make things right I cry: always during movies, sometimes by myself (to sleep), never in front of anyone...almost. I care: about everything. Too much. I always: love talking on the phone. Especially at night. I long: to go to France. And to fall in love. I feel alone: sometimes, but sometimes I enjoy solitude. I listen: selectively. That goes with remembering as well. I hide: my deepest, darkest secrets from everyone. I drive: very nervously I sing: in the shower, all the time. I dance: in my room, especially when cleaning my room. I believe: in God I write: when I feel like it, and when I want to record something (which is all the time, haha) I breathe: and smell the baby oil on my skin. I play: with my brother, when he's bored (sometimes), or "family games" with, of course, my family. And I play with all my friends, of course :) I miss: being able to talk easily with a few people I search: for dresses online :) along with good deals I learn: something new every day (yes, cliche, but true!) I feel: relieved that some of the conflict/confusion has been resolved, but anxious about spending a good amount of time with someone I know: I am loved. But sometimes I don't feel it. I say: "I love you" not often enough. But always sincerely. I succeed: at many things, I suppose. I fail: at most things, it seems. I dream: way too much, all the time. I wonder: when I am alone I want: my dad to be healed I have: the best parents in the world. I give: back and neck massages for free :) I fight: ...for you? I wait: for my Mr. Knightley I need: motion sickness medicine for the looooong car ride tomorrow *Basics* Name: Ian Story behind your name: my grandpa named me in Chinese, and my parents translated it to English Story behind your screen name: I like fairies. :) My favorite number (and the day I was born) is 27. I am little. Well, short, anyway. Nicknames: Ina Bean, Ms. Fairie, Wiglet, Ms. Parisian, Sarah, Jie Screen names: some private, but the one I use most is lilfairie27 Age: (sweet -- haha, jk) 16 Birthday: November 27 Zodiac sign: Sagittarius Place of birth: Castro Valley Location: Walnut Creek School: Northgate HS Grade: senior! Classes: ...does anyone care? Shoe size: 6.5 - 7.5 womens Pants size: 2-3 Top size: XS-S Height: 5'2" Weight: 120 I think (ugh.) Eye color: dark brown Hair color: black, but I think it's fading to brown Car: red Toyota 4Runner Hobbies: doing things with friends, writing, reading, shopping, watching chick flicks, ...I could go on, but...I guess these are not really "real" hobbies What languages do you speak? English, Chinese, Spanish (although I know only enough Chinese to make simple conversation, and I know even less Spanish -- though I did survive in Mexico when I went down for a missions trip two summers ago) Where did you used to live? Castro Valley (yes, not too far away...I've lived in the same place for my whole life) Night or morning? Night. Are you ticklish? Everywhere. Do you believe in God? Yes. *Favorites* Music: Depends on my mood. I really like oldies and ballads though. :) Color: purple because no one else likes it, but also yellow and pink and lime green recently too (not together!) Subject in school: Math. Weekend activity: anything with friends is fun. Ice cream flavor: Anything Dreyers. Lately, cookies and cream. Toothpaste: Aquafresh. Fave movie(s): Anything Meg Ryan, anything Orlando Bloom, and any chick flick. Fave outfit: Cardigan and skirt. Song: Something the artist wrote and played himself (or herself), something with good lyrics. Actress: Meg Ryan. Actor: Orlando Bloom. Singer: No favorite as of now. Group: Again, no favorite as of now. Food: strawberries and whipped cream (I would say cheesecake, but it makes my stomach churn now.) Drink/alcoholic drink: Fruit smoothies, virgin strawberry daquiri/never had alcohol, but I'd like to try wine. *Have you ever...* Had someone be unfaithful to you: sort of Stayed home on a Sat. night just because: oh yes Been in love: no, but I have loved Shoved stuff under your bed to make your room look clean: I never shove things under my bed. In fact, nothing is ever under my bed. Maybe I should use it as storage space... My room is always messy, but an organized mess. Been in a hospital, not visiting: I don't think so... Dumped someone and regretted it: Never dumped anyone. Went out with more than one person at a time: Never went out with anyone. Ever loved someone so much it made you cry: Yes. Hated yourself: Yes. Been brokenhearted: Yes. Broken someone's heart: I don't know...I don't think so... Given into peer pressure: Yes. I am ashamed. Drank: Not yet. Smoked: NEVER! *Do you...* Like to give hugs: Definitely. :) Like to walk in the rain: Love it. When I am in the mood. Sleep with or without clothes: With. Sleep on side, tummy, or back: Back. Think you're attractive: Sometimes. Have any crushes: Yes. Think you've been in love: Not yet. Want to go to college: Of course. Next year. Like(d) high school: Still in it, but so far...overall, yes. Believe in yourself: Yes. Have any tattoos (if so, where): Nope, deathly afraid of needles. But small ones look cute. Have any piercings (if so, where): Nope, again, deathly afraid of needles. Get along with your parents: Generally, yes. *Describe your...* Wallet: OLD. From about...sixth grade? Maybe seventh. It is shiny metallicy purple, very light and squishy. Hairbrush: Big. Square. Black. What else can I say about it? Oh, probably filled with hair, haha I always shed. Jewelry worn daily: Gold ring. Pillow cover: Currently flannel blue plaid. Coffee cup: Don't drink coffee. Ick. Tea, on the other hand...:) Shoes: purple flip flops are the ones I wear the most Handbag: tan leather, small, yet the perfect size (for all my junk) Favorite top: I can't decide... Favorite pants: My Gap khaki cords. Cologne/perfume: Something from Gap. Or scented lotion. CD in stereo right now: I think Santana, or maybe the Center Stage soundtrack...unless it's John Mayer, live Mousepad: purple with a gel...thingy to rest your wrist Piercings: none. Carpet: cream. Current clothing: tank top and boxers. (basically, pjs.) Makeup: none right now, but I like eyeliner, eyeshadow, and lip gloss In my mouth: the taste of my cereal I just finished (Honey Nut Cheerios, if you were wondering) In my head: "I should go to sleep..." Wishing: for summer to never end Talking to: myself Eating: nothing anymore Listening to: the crickets chirping and the cars drive past my house Fetishes: lip gloss, handbags, shoes (the last two not so much anymore though, yay!) Looking forward to: some time to relax in the next four days (youth retreat, Sky Mountain) Last thing you ate: milk and cereal Deathly afraid of: didn't I answer this already? Dream animal for a pet: a brown and white bunny. Or maybe a few chicks. But I'm warming up to the idea of a puppy. What you do when you wake up: Groan and think, I'll just stay in bed for five more minutes, and then I'll get up...unless a good song on the radio wakes me up, and then I'm all smiles as the song ends and I bounce out of bed First feature you notice in the opposite sex: eyes, smile, lips Bedtime: around 12 (which is now! yikes) Dream wedding: I've thought of a few details, but (surprise, surprise!) I haven't planned it all out yet. I'm hoping to do that with my husband, er, fiancé. How do you want to die? in my sleep, in my own bed, with no regrets or burdens or things left unforgiven or unsaid *In the last 24 hours, have you...* Cried? No. Bought something? Lunch at Carl's Jr. and movie tickets. Hugged someone? Yes, Pauls! She gives the best hugs out of anyone I know. Been kissed? No. Fought with a friend? No. Moved on? uhm...no. Talked to an ex? No exes to talk to. Missed an ex? Again, no exes to miss. Had a serious talk? Of course. Laughed? Of course! Had sex? Uhm...NO. Talked to someone you love? Yes. Missed someone? Definitely. Felt stupid? Yes. *Social life* Boyfriend/girlfriend: Nope. Best friends(s): Felicia, Kelly, Alfred, Amaris, Jeff Hahn Job: does tutoring count? Attend church: every Friday night, Saturday night, and Sunday morning Like being around people: Usually. Are you in any clubs at school? National Honors Society. Do you have a job or volunteer work? Tutoring, helping out with kids' programs at church, soon-to-be-John-Muir volunteer Best hang-out? friends' houses, the park With friends or a date? Friends because boys hate me. Car you wish you drove? As long as it has a CD player, radio, and A/C, I'm good. My car is awesome though. :) Center of attention or the wallflower? Usually wallflower. I don't like being the center of attention in big groups. When I'm alone with someone, it's ok. Not that that counts...because I suppose that's no longer the "center"...not that this matters. *Personal* What do you want to be when you grow up? Something with marketing. Who is your role model? My mom. Most embarrassing story: ...*blush* Best day of your life: I've had a lot of good days. What comes first in your life? I know what should...but I don't know what actually does. I still need to get my priorities straight. Pet peeves: I know I have a lot, but I can't think of any right now. What do you usually think about before you go to bed? What's coming up tomorrow, and then I start dreaming... Would you rather be the dumper or the person who was dumped? Neither. Do you want someone you don't have right now? ...yes. Ever liked your best guy/girl friend? Yes. Do you want to get married? Of course! Age you hope to be married: hm...27. And not just because it's my favorite number. Do you know the person you will marry? No. Do you want kids? Two. What is your fave part of your physical appearance? My eyes and lips. Last time you slept with a stuffed animal: I don't know...sometimes I will sleep with Valentine for comfort, but usually I just hug her and sit her in the corner of my bed before going to sleep. Do you believe in soul mates? No. I don't think so... Do you believe in forgiveness? Yes. Definitely. Do you believe in ghosts? Nope. How many schools have you gone to? 3. Springfield Montessori, Palmer, and now Northgate. Would you shave your head for $5000? No way. *Are you...* Shy? Yes. Open? I think so. Friendly? I hope so. Open-minded? Yes, but I also have some set beliefs. Judgmental? Sometimes, but I try not to be. Understanding? Yes. Arrogant? I can be. Insecure? In some things. Independent? Hm...in some things yes, in others no. Smart? Yes. Childish? Sometimes. Hungry? No. Thirsty? Yes. I think I'll make some tea. Interesting? Do you think I am? :) Easily entertained? Yes. Healthy? I'm working on it. Difficult? Sometimes. Picky? Definitely. Bored easily? Sometimes. Responsible? Yes. Obsessed? I don't think so... Angry? No. Happy? Most of the time. Trusting? Usually...but it's hard for me to trust boys as easily as I have before...it's getting easier though. Talkative? With people I know. Legal? Yes. Ignored? No. Well, sometimes it feels that way. Reliable? Yes. Deep thinker? Yes. Self-disciplined? Yes. Sleepy? By now...yes. Lonely? Not right now. Motivated? Depends on what it is. Righty or lefty? Righty. *Who do you want to...* Kill? No one. Slap? No one. Get really wasted with? Ugh. Look like? Me. Uniquely me. Be like? My mom. Talk to? A few special friends. Be with? Those few friends. *Friends* Funniest: Kelly. Email the most: Uhm...I don't think I email anyone anymore. Loudest: Kelly. Shyest: Susu. Smartest: Felicia. Wildest: Bert! Haha. Who do you go to for guy/girl advice? Amaris, Jeff, Kelly. Who knows all your secrets? No one...but my best friends know most. Prettiest: Too many pretty girls. :) Cutest guy friend: And cute guys... :) Most understanding: Amaris, Alfred, Jeff, Kelly Honest: Amaris, Kelly. Weirdest: Chris. Argue with the most: I don't usually argue with my friends. *Like or hate* Rap: Dislike most of it. Pop: Like. Dance Dance Revolution: Like! Fun stuff. Skateboards: Don't really interest me. The Internet: Like. Definitely like. But hate when I can't find what I'm looking for. School: It's a love-hate relationship. *Are you...* Happy? Most of the time. Sad? Occasionally. Bored? When I'm online and no one is talking to me (or everyone is too slow to respond! haha) Confused? A tad. Tired? YES Mad? Annoyed, but not mad. Pissed off? No. *Friend Part* Best friend(s): Didn't I already answer this? Or am I seeing double... Biggest nerd: Vicky! Queen Nerd, haha. Biggest flirt: Moki, Steph Chang Idiot: ME. hahaha Craziest: Kelly. Definitely. Stupidest: I'm not naming names... Biggest dork: Felicia! (Dork! teehee) Biggest dumbass: I don't feel like being mean. *The last few questions* Last time you went out of state: Two summers ago, to Mexico. RAV! :) Last time you were outside: Three and a half hours ago, shooting hoops with my brother. You had a snowball fight: January (it was January, right? Winter retreat?) 2003 Last time you were listening to music: When I read Jeff's blog. Last time you were on the Internet: Still am. Last time you ate: Uhm...half an hour ago? Last time you drank: Two seconds ago. Last time you jumped in front of a moving car: Yes, I do this all the time. Last time you watched TV: Uhm...Friday? Last public place you were in: The movie theatre. Last thing you bought: Movie tickets. Last person you hugged: I don't remember...Pauls? Last person that told you they loved you: I don't remember... :( Last person you told you loved them: either Dad or Mom. Last person you IM'd: Amaris. Last person you called: Jeff Hahn. Lucky number: 7 Number of pillows you sleep with: 1 Object you can't live without: chapstick. Things you like in a girl/guy: loves God, honest, artistic, athletic, cute smile, nice eyes, non-chapped lips, soft hands, approachable and genuine, laid back, gentle, little-boy cute. Worst feeling in the world: lonliness. What is the first thing you think of when you wake up in the morning? Usually I calculate how much longer I can stay in bed before I have to get up. Future daughter's name: Christiana, Aurora (Rory), Lynn Future son's name: Matthew, William (Will), Theodore (Theo), Nathaniel Did you like this survey? I LOVE surveys. This one was a tad bit long, but it didn't have too many stupid questions like most. Wow that took longer than I expected. Guess I must have gotten a little bored online. I don't expect any of you to have read all of that, but...if anyone did, you're awesome! Or maybe just bored. Haha, oh well. Goodnight. dreaming aloud at 1:05 AM
10 August 2003This just dawned on me. Some people will marry the person they fall in love with, without knowing many details of his/her life, but spend the rest of their lives getting to know all those intimate details. And it's fun and interesting...but a little risky, scary. And other people will only marry when they know every single detail about that special someone, because they don't want to marry the wrong person. I fear that I am like the second type...cautious to love. I wonder, is life boring after you know the one you love too well? Maybe there is something to say about not knowing everything about them...I mean, finding out is half the fun, right? I guess when you love someone, you know. So what am I so afraid of? I'm young. I don't have to know yet. I don't have to be sure of anything yet. Life is just beginning.dreaming aloud at 12:39 AM
09 August 2003The Japanese Festival was fun. :) Er, the JA Club Festival. Yes. Anyway. The Japanese dancing was very cool. I like learning new kinds of dances. And yum, the udon was good. It was cool that so many of our friends went.And Taryn's going away party was cool too. Even the water fight, haha. But maybe not the part where I was Jess's sacrifice. Sigh. I was still damp at the Festival. Oh well. And I got to see people I probably won't see again for a looong time, one last time before they all leave. Again, sigh. Hm. I don't know what else to post about. I think I'll go do that survey now. Or read more Harry Potter fanfic. dreaming aloud at 11:46 PM
Alfred is the paladin of his butt. HAHA. :) U l T i Ma AL: i U l T i Ma AL: am a paladin!! lil fa i rie 27: what's a paladin? U l T i Ma AL: n/.m lil fa i rie 27: no, what is it?? lil fa i rie 27: oh. lil fa i rie 27: nvm lil fa i rie 27: what are you the paladin of? :-) U l T i Ma AL: my butt U l T i Ma AL: HAHAHA This is how smart Alfred is... U l T i Ma AL: cause i'm a butt U l T i Ma AL: oop! U l T i Ma AL: i meant you U l T i Ma AL: oh crap! lil fa i rie 27: HAHAHAHAHA U l T i Ma AL: ...poo Alfred's love interest... U l T i Ma AL: orlando is a cuttie isn't he? U l T i Ma AL: don't you dare put that on your blog dreaming aloud at 11:29 PM
07 August 2003
Ooh. Gorgeous. :) He's adorable. dreaming aloud at 8:53 PM
 Bluemarine: Soft and subtle and definately feminine. You are classy and cute with a little girl all grown up appeal. What fashion designer fits you brought to you by Quizilla Harrumph. They spelled it wrong. It's Blumarine, NOT Bluemarine. I'm nit-picky like that. dreaming aloud at 8:13 PM
05 August 2003Fun day on the outside. Crummy day on the inside.Went to the hospital again. Talked to volunteering lady. Have to come back, argh. How to Lose a Guy in 10 Days with Amaris and Felicia. Good movie. Pirates of the Caribbean again with Pauls and Moki. More Orlando Bloom. (But even I got sick of the movie this time...) Oh yeah, and the little bit at the end is so NOT worth staying through the super long credits. Online AIM conversations... Senior picture proofs. Mom yelling at me. Blah. What a crummy day. ...am I an escapist? dreaming aloud at 11:46 PM
I just realized why I'm so tired. I woke up at 8:30 this morning. (That's early for me.) dreaming aloud at 12:02 AM
04 August 2003I had a good talk with my dad today. I mean, as good as it can be, for now. I went to the hospital to visit for a while, and my mom and brother left, so it was just us two. It was kind of nice. But then I had to leave to get to the Bart station. My aunt came, so I went to the cafeteria downstairs to grab lunch, and then my mom came to pick me up. She was all stressed out, so I felt really bad. Something about my brother locking the keys in the house (meaning they were locked out)...?Anyway. The Bart station. ...ok, I'm sleepy. I think I'll finish this tomorrow. Felicia and Amaris are coming over tomorrow to watch How to Lose a Guy in Ten Days!! Can't wait to watch it. Oh, and my debit card came in the mail today. Yay! And my bathing suit came the other day also. So I'm just waiting for...my senior picture proofs, and...darn I forget. Something else, though. Oh, and I got a letter from Elaine today. :) From camp. That is all. More tomorrow. dreaming aloud at 11:51 PM
 You are too innocent and sweet for your own good. Which Ultimate Beautiful Woman are You? brought to you by Quizilla dreaming aloud at 10:47 PM
03 August 2003I got a Pauline-hug today. :) And guess what? She was looking up the meanings of names online, and Ian means "God is gracious." :)Got slightly sunburned today. From the church picnic. So now the flush in my cheeks is giving me a slight headache. But my tea is helping a bit. Anyway it was worth it, because I got to play with the cutest little kids at the picnic. I can't wait until I have a baby of my own (minus the pain, of course). Instead of watching Johnny English yesterday, we ate at Left Bank. Yum. It was worth the price...I just tell myself that I'm treating myself to a good dinner in self-congratulations of getting my liscence (oh, btw, I got my driver's liscence yesterday -- the mean Chinese dude -- you can only miss 15, and I missed 14 haha, that's how bad I am). Anyway, don't feel bad about the movie thing, SOShadows, cuz it's no big deal. Russ is a diseased, plauged, leper leopard. Haha. *Ahem* Hm...I'm getting slightly more interested in video games now...because when Jeff and Alfred were playing at the arcade yesterday, I wasn't completely bored...and then the Kingdom Hearts artbook sounds interesting, as well as Warcraft III (elves!! *grin*). And they have surprisingly good music sometimes. Amazing. I hate waiting for the mail. dreaming aloud at 12:33 AM
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