31 May 2003On a lighter note, I watched The Sound of Music last night with my family, and then I watched the rest of The Bachelor Marathon that I taped. I spent five hours watching it last Sunday, and watched the rest of the six hours on Friday (in the afternoon and then at night). Good stuff. I am hooked. Although it's over now...but maybe I'll watch the next The Bachelor, if I catch it.dreaming aloud at 6:34 PM
I'm beginning to bite my nails again. Don't know if it's out of nervousness, anxiety, boredom, or what. I'm so exhausted. Physically tired, all the time. No energy to even be stressed. My head hurts, my tummy aches, and it's such an effort to keep my droopy, heavy eyelids above half-mast. I'm sneezing, my nose is running, my throat decides to become scratchy whenever it feels like it, I'm hot, I'm cold, I'm moody. Why am I always so tired? All I want to do is lay on the couch and watch TV or movies. I'm beginning to think that those, along with sleep, are becoming somewhat of an escape. What is with this blue funk? Snap out of it!! ...What's wrong with me? I don't like not understanding myself. Since when did I start running from everything, hiding away in my own little private bubble? dreaming aloud at 5:53 PM
29 May 2003This-or-That TuesdayMay 27: Personal Habits, Quirks, Routines, etc. 1. Do you prefer silence or do you like background sound (music, TV, etc)? Depends on what I'm doing. Silence if something productive, music and TV if I'm bored. 2. Bathe/shower in morning or evening? Shower in the evening. 3. Sleeping in complete darkness, or with a nightlight on? Complete darkness. 4. Lay out clothes the night before, or just grab what's closest in the morning? Lay out clothes the night before. (Really just mentally noting what to wear the next day, and changing it on impulse.) 5. Hang up/fold clothes neatly, or just toss them wherever? Hang up or fold clothes neatly. 6. Work out at a gym, or at home on your own (or do you not bother with exercise)? ...does dance class once a week (one hour a week) count? haha... 7. Talk on the phone, or via IM/e-mail? Phone. 8. Are you usually on time, or late? Late is an understatement...can we say Asian Girl Standard Time? (AGST) 9. Spendthrift or frugal? Usually spendthrift. I tend to buy things on impulse. Basically, I am not capable of going shopping and NOT coming home with something new. 10. Thought-Provoking Question of the Week: You work with someone who is not in the habit of bathing regularly. The smell seems to be getting worse and worse! Would you: 1. try to do something about it, or 2. try to grin and bear it? If you said 1, what would you do? Try to grin and bear it. Or, if I was a friend of his, I would try to talk to him about it/give hints. Honesty is the best policy. Yes, I know...it's not a Tuesday. But I've been putting off studying for this Chem test, and I just started studying, and I got bored. So...here I am. Real post later. dreaming aloud at 5:43 PM
18 May 2003Today was an awesome day. Lots of highlights throughout the whole weekend, actually. Since I'm too lazy to write in my real journal, I'll just type some of them out here. Ok. On Saturday, my brother and I got to visit my dad. The doctor let him sneak in! :) (Because he's under 12, and children under 12 aren't allowed on the floor.) I went shopping with Jiglet, and when I came home, I realized I had left my key inside, so I was locked out of my own house! So I called Kel, and she picked me up for youth group. We picked up Lily from Bart, dropped her off at church, and went to Jack in the Box to grab dinner. It was nice being able to catch up with her again. Fun stuff. And youth group was great too. Everyone is so considerate. Good talk with Eddie, Cindy, and Kelly too. Went home, talked with my mom a bit. Sunday, today, was great. So many blessings, it's hard to be sad. In church, everyone prayed for Dad. Got to go out to lunch with Kelly (and my brother). More good talks, and online too. Fun phone convos too. Surprising emails. Email from my cousin. I think I get to hang with him next weekend!! I'm excited. Also I got to see my dad again. And guess what? He stayed awake for two hours today!! Such an improvement. My mom looks better too. Not as...troubled? worried?Alfred just made a ladies' bet with me. "I'm such a girl." "You're a goofball." "You're a cheesenut. You're a sniper muz." "See, the rule is that if I'm laughing, then you can laugh too." "You mean giggle?" Anyway. He says not to sleep too late, so I'm off to bed now. *still laughing* What a girl. I mean that in a good way! "If there's a bad way, I meant it in the good way." Naw, but thanks for makin me laugh. It's been a while since I've laughed this hard. I think you gave me a sore throat though...grr. Maybe from all the laughing. Or talking. And now I'm just rambling. So I really am gonna go to bed now. Good night all. dreaming aloud at 11:14 PM
11 May 2003Back to you It always comes around Back to you I tried to forget you I tried to stay away But it's too late Over you I'm never over Over you Something about you It's just the way you move The way you move me I'm so good at forgetting And I quit ever game I play But forgive me, love I can't turn and walk away Back to you It always comes around Back to you I walk with your shadow I'm sleeping in my bed With your silhouette Should have smiled in that picture If it's the last that I'll see of you It's the least that you Could not do Leave the light on I'll never give up on you Leave the light on For me too Back to me I know that it comes Back to me Doesn't it scare you Your will is not as strong As it used to be "Back to You" John Mayer dreaming aloud at 12:42 AM
09 May 2003Is it truly pathetic that I mist over while watching disney channel tv shows? An episode of Boy Meets World and one of Even Stevens.Yes, I'm still here. Sitting at the computer, eyes glazing over. And I haven't even done any homework. I was surfing blogs (not many though), and I got distracted by the clothing in one of my favorite clothing stores. Click click click goes my mouse, as I surf this website. Mush mush mush goes my brain, as it turns to slush. I am completely fried. And I am broke. Which brings me to my next point. I need a job. Desperately. dreaming aloud at 12:49 AM
08 May 2003I should be researching for History right now, but for some reason I can't concentrate. Well okay, to be perfectly honest, I do know the reasons. But still. Hm. Maybe this isn't the place to be writing about it...but I'm on the computer, and Blogger is here, so...whaddya know.Oh yeah, it's Mr. Gemkow's birthday today! :) The teacher variety show was hilarious. Wow. AP Calc was a big KUN, but s'all good cuz me and Rozita got to watch "Never Been Kissed," so that made my day better. I'll go write the rest of my thoughts in my real journal. Don't worry, they're not all this shallow. dreaming aloud at 11:02 PM
02 May 2003 The down-to-earth girl Which girl stereotype are you? brought to you by Quizilla I keep getting the same results as you, Shiuan shiuan! dreaming aloud at 5:29 PM
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