30 April 2002wow...havent posted in soooo long...alrite i have much to say, hopefully i can type it all...alrite. recap of last week. or well, thurs and fri...darn those were horrible days. i pretty much failed three tests during those two days...mi hardest classes, physio, spanish, precalc. ugh. and that week was jes horrible in general...friends issues and such. so i was in a bad mood for a while. weekend. smee's party was kewl, even tho i only got to stay for like 2 hrs. :( haha...christina...mi partner in crime...pics comin soon!! thirst no more was AWESOME!!! totally funfunfun...pb4 is sooo good! and the mc acts were great...funnie stuff...luv the starwars one. ;) as i was singing while pb4 was playin/singin...they sang a song, i think its called "enough". the lyrics really spoke to me..."all of You, is more than enough for, all of me...You satisfy me, with Your love, and all i have in You, is more than enough..." and i realized how BIG and great God is. :) how stupid i am to always be looking for happiness and contentment in the wrong places...especially in other people. like, i guess i always expect friends to bring contentment and meaning into mi life, cuz i highly value mi friends. but...i realized that even friends let u down...and i realized that i hafta start trusting Him more...instead of relying solely on mi friends. but anyway, during that song, i jes broke down and started crying. i knelt on the floor...listening to the words and feeling them penetrate my heart, my soul...literally knocking me over. i realized that im usually interested in and preoccupied with some guy...and that time and energy i put into that uhh...friendship? relationship? whatever it is...i waste too much time and energy daydreaming, and worrying, and etc. and i guess i always seem to look for a guy to keep things interesting in my life...to let me have something to look fwd to. but in reality, that shouldnt be. i should be happy and content just by knowing that God is in my life, and that He loves me and cares about me and is there for me all the time...He is the only One who can make me truly content and joyful and at peace. i truly admire one of mi sisters...for breaking up with someone because her relationship with God was not growing...and neither was her bf's. that must be so hard to do...i will be praying that they grow and then can get back together!! :) cuz honestly they're about the cutest couple i have ever seen or known!! "i found it"... i got to spend some time with mi lil bro on sunday...jes doin hwk together and stuff. but still...i never spend time with him nemore, so it was nice...and we didn't argue or nething...*sigh of happiness* devos...reading Proverbs 8 made me realize that God is so creative! He created all these beautiful natural wonders...and just in ordinary everyday things...there are so many intricate details that i kno humans could never have thought of creating...but they're all taken care of...take our bodies for example. who knew how complex we really can be?! and yet God created us and made every tiny detail of us...everything works together in such an interesting way...once again i am amazed. just looking at the vast sky filled with stars...the sunrises and sunsets...the green grassy hills...everything is just so...wonderfully made. i am speechless. no words to describe or explain...just how great God is. well...i got my braces off yesterday!! finally!! mi teeth feel weird tho...all slick and slimy hehe. but at least they're clean!! :) no more metal junk in my mouth...mi gums hurt tho. they bleed when i brush my teeth...*sniff* guess they're not used to being bare and exposed like this, haha. ouchies... "i'm bout tired of the rain..." where have i heard that before? well its true...not literally, but...i feel as if im running in circles...never enough time to do what i wanna do...never enough time to talk to ppl and help them with their problems...and as much as i LOVE helping mi friends out (that was NOT sarcastic! i really do love helping them!!), im gettin kinda burned out...i feel helpless...i dont kno what to say or what i can do to help...i guess just listening is sometimes enough...but i want to actually DO something! or at least kno what to say...what advice to give...i don't want to lead them down the wrong path tho. sigh. and...sometimes i wish someone would ask ME how i'm doing...like ask whats wrong...and i guess find out whats buggin me, or iono...jes talk to me...about me. ask me about stuff that is important to me...pick up on lil hints and whatever...let me kno they care about me...i mean ok some of mi friends are great about that. ok...a few...like paradokein. ur awesome. thank u for bein so sweet all the time. u always make mi day...*smile* but like...some of my best friends...iono i feel like i cant talk to them about certain things...because they dont care. ok but whoever is reading this...please dont feel sorry for me or anythign. i jes wanted to get my feelings out. well. today was pretty unproductive. i watched about 4 hrs of tv...yep im addicted. sigh. but i DID work out on the treadmill! so...yay. ok, its a step in the rite direction ok?? i have problems...i need to stop being so lazy and start exercising!! alrite. that is enuf blabbering for now. im tired. i will sleep soon. gnite. :) ...no A per tmrw!!! woohoo!!! dreaming aloud at 11:24 PM
25 April 2002purple sister: join me in lala land...dreamland...:-) lets go play on swings and have jumping contests! i wanna be a kid again...thanx for the email btw...dunno if u read this blog but thanx neways. i hope to talk to u soon, online, when ur NOT away! ;)I'm tired of all this nonsense about beauty being only skin-deep. That's deep enough. What do you want--an adorable pancreas? --Jean Kerr jo u ch y 72: oohh u like it when i poke fun of u purpleangel1127: why would i like it? jo u ch y 72: i duno jo u ch y 72: ure fiesty purpleangel1127: yea so? purpleangel1127: ur point? jo u ch y 72: there's a REASON why ure fiesty jo u ch y 72: u like to be fiested feisted??? hahaha...mi new funnie word. dreaming aloud at 12:51 AM
took the "disney personality test" and my results: CINDERELLA You are a true romantic. Instead of waiting around for love to find you, you go out and find it. You are a hard worker although some of your peers don't appreciate your efforts. Others recognize your kindess and generosity but be careful of those, including your family, who will abuse your good nature. You are truly beautiful both inside and out. (wouldn't let me link, or give me html code to put in here) here's the link: http://disney.go.com/vacations/websites/100yom/secret/flash.html go take the test! u kno u want to...*grin* dreaming aloud at 12:04 AM
24 April 2002 Others see you as fresh, lively, charming, amazing, practical,
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ahhhh...even MORE quizzes! hehe...i cant help myself...when i see them, i just HAFTA take em...;) (have fun felicia hehehe) thnx to all mi buddies who are so sweet. i luv u all. :) thnx for bein there for me...ppl i can talk to! yay! :) hehehe...when i bore myself to death...imma bug y'all...jk. ;) well. i think it worked. i didnt speak to him all day. go me. didnt really make eye contact either (when i saw him). and...i think maybe...im getting over him...slowly...very slowly...but...iono, i kinda wanna find a balance between extreme liking and being totally distant. i wanna still be friends with him...but how is that possible if he still likes HER and she still likes HIM...and...well...im afraid my feelings will get in the way of a good friendship. sigh. this "controlling ur emotions" thing is hard. more attempts later. hmm...to go to watch tennis comp or not? that is the question... (and see the cute las lomas guy! or, well, allegedly cute guy...i havent seen him yet.) *thinking*... *more thinking*... ok ok i think i'll go. it'll give me an excuse to not talk to him...and it'll maybe gimme some eye candy! *wink* teeheehee dreaming aloud at 11:37 PM
23 April 2002my heart hurts. i cannot let it get bruised any longer. it is too painful to be around him anymore. i think i must stay away from him for a while. maybe then i can truly get over him. hmm...i doubt it. sigh.well on the upside...i got to talk to kel today. havent talked to her in forever! and...freesh...i luv u. thnx for the poem dedication. and for bein there to listen. i kno i can always go to u for words of comfort and encouragement. :) i only hope i can be the same to u. friends are awesome. they help u when ur down...something i desperately need now...so here i am, escaping to my other world again...one where i can waste time and jes talk to ppl...and not worry (or try not to worry) about other stuff, like school. blah. hmm...i must go before my eyes fall out of their sockets again. dreaming aloud at 11:04 PM
22 April 2002Dove Promises (from the wrappers of Dove Milk Chocolate Miniatures, my fave kind of chocolate in the whole world! as of now at least...):"the best ideas come after you thing you've run out of them" to accomplish great things one must not only act, but dream" "the heart has reasons which reason does not know" dreaming aloud at 11:23 PM
convos i had tonite that made me smile: susup0p: http://www.blogskins.com/apply.php susup0p: this ones cute susup0p: it makes me think of u susup0p: hehe susup0p: aack... susup0p: just kidding susup0p: its on the right column, called 'top 15 rated skins' susup0p: and its #5 susup0p: blue butterflies susup0p: and then push preview purpleangel1127: hehe yay lemme go read:-) susup0p: hehe..i found a purple one susup0p: heheh.. purpleangel1127: oooh! purple!:-) where? susup0p: hehe..its on the right column again susup0p: but.. susup0p: its like..the top susup0p: 15 downloaded skins purpleangel1127: mm hmmm...? susup0p: # 11 purpleangel1127: which purpleangel1127: o ok susup0p: violet on white purpleangel1127: sounds pretty! purpleangel1127: lemme check it out purpleangel1127: umm...i think this is the wrong one purpleangel1127: its gray... purpleangel1127: o wait purpleangel1127: haha purpleangel1127: jk i was lookin at wrong list susup0p: wrong box? susup0p: yea susup0p: hehe susup0p: thats what i though susup0p: t purpleangel1127: :-) purpleangel1127: OOOH! purpleangel1127: i want this one!!! purpleangel1127: :-) susup0p: hehe susup0p: i think u have to sign up with them or soemthing.. susup0p: im not sure susup0p: yea..u do purpleangel1127: darn purpleangel1127: maybe some other time... JoChica7: ttyl JoChica7: tomorrow JoChica7: let's eat lunch together tomorrow JoChica7: :-) ZOEgirl27: man, that would be a dream come true. ZOEgirl27: to have a bear of my own. purpleangel1127: teeheehee purpleangel1127: aww...yea purpleangel1127: i want a big teddy bear!! purpleangel1127: i have yet to buy one ZOEgirl27: haha ZOEgirl27: i aspire to own a giant teddy bear purpleangel1127: YES:-) purpleangel1127: hey...ur stealing my dream!;-) ZOEgirl27: no i'm not! purpleangel1127: uh huh;-) hehehe purpleangel1127: its ok we can have the same aspiration Para dokein: talking, writing, reading, IMing, browsing, studying, doing math, burning CDs, checking email Para dokein: thats what i call multitasking Para dokein: as a result, i'm doing almost nothing on any one task purpleangel1127: wow ur one of the only guys i kno who can actually do all that at the same time... Para dokein: :-) purpleangel1127: hehe didja miss me? jk haha Para dokein: of c ourse i missed you purpleangel1127: heh so didja get any work done while i was gone? Para dokein: lol Para dokein: nice joke Para dokein: i got...distracted purpleangel1127: haha purpleangel1127: by what this time? purpleangel1127: ;-) Para dokein: hmm... Para dokein: by... Para dokein: a water bottle purpleangel1127: haha purpleangel1127: ...a water bottle?? Para dokein: yeah Para dokein: i was drinking out of it... Para dokein: and i was distracted by a noise Para dokein: and i spilled it on myself Para dokein: and then i dropped it Para dokein: and then i had to go cleant he mess Para dokein: and i come back.. and i dont wanna work Para dokein: because... my excuse was... i was wet Para dokein: hmm... Para dokein: you seem very... purpleangel1127: ...? Para dokein: interesting purpleangel1127: go ahead spit it out Para dokein: i can't describe it... Para dokein: its... purpleangel1127: say whatever u want...cmon...u kno u wanna diss me...;-) i can take it Para dokein: nono... Para dokein: its a positive comment purpleangel1127: haha o ok:-) purpleangel1127: yay Para dokein: i just don't know how to say it purpleangel1127: hehe ok...indescribable eh? Para dokein: yeah Para dokein: but its cool purpleangel1127: thank u:-) Para dokein: :-) Para dokein: oh! Para dokein: you seem very... open Para dokein: well...not quite that Para dokein: but... Para dokein: very... Para dokein: unguarded? Para dokein: hmm...no purpleangel1127: hehe...this is funnie...watching u try to find a word to describe me... purpleangel1127: :-) Para dokein: heheh Para dokein: hmm... purpleangel1127: *cough*POST!*cough* Para dokein: lol Para dokein: we have soo mcuh in common its scary Para dokein: i say that too purpleangel1127: haha really? purpleangel1127: weird... Para dokein: yeah Para dokein: and u said something earlier purpleangel1127: maybe we got some psychic thing goin on hahaha;-) Para dokein: i was htinking... Para dokein: now i can't say that to her Para dokein: the the... Para dokein: thing purpleangel1127: hahaha;-) purpleangel1127: seriously? purpleangel1127: whoa...freaky.... Para dokein: the... Para dokein: did you miss me Para dokein: i say that sometimes UlTiMaDrAgOn1618: and ima dork UlTiMaDrAgOn1618: who no one loves UlTiMaDrAgOn1618: UlTiMaDrAgOn1618: :'( purpleangel1127: whatever purpleangel1127: psh purpleangel1127: what about ME??? purpleangel1127: :-( purpleangel1127: i feel neglected and forgotten UlTiMaDrAgOn1618: but ur nt UlTiMaDrAgOn1618: cause how can i forget the person who walks me through the many potholes in a road called my life UlTiMaDrAgOn1618: and keeps me from falling into one purpleangel1127: aww... purpleangel1127: :_ purpleangel1127: :-) purpleangel1127: (r u referring to me?) UlTiMaDrAgOn1618: uhhh yea UlTiMaDrAgOn1618: no one else could handle it UlTiMaDrAgOn1618: i think purpleangel1127: haha purpleangel1127: ;-) purpleangel1127: woohoo! purpleangel1127: i feel special...:-) purpleangel1127: and honored purpleangel1127: to be able to "help" someone dreaming aloud at 11:19 PM
found this while blog-surfin: "If it doesn't walk and sound like a duck, it isn't. If you don't have your ducks in a row, don't write about it. And if you do, you are a quack." i got to semi-relax today...watch some tv...i watched friends. or at least part of it. and i saw this really really cute episode...where everyone's watching some old home videos, and they're watching one of monica and rachel's prom...they get ready together, and monica's parents are filming this...monica's date arrives, and rachel's date hasnt arrived yet...so she's crying and kinda hyperventilating (ok not really but goin kinda hysterical). so ross's dad has an idea that ROSS should take rachel to the prom...and he's all nervous, like, no, she wouldnt wanna go with me...and finally he agrees to do it. so he borrows his dad's tux, grabs some flowers outta a vase from their house, and is all smiley (nervous too, how cute! so shy...) and goes downstairs...but it turns out that rachel's date arrives, and the four of them (monica and rachel and their dates) leave, all smiley and happy, shouting "bye" to their parents...and ross is standing there (rachel didnt see him), looking crestfallen. how sad. but then, rachel of course watches it with everyone else (ross is all embarrassed and sorta leaves the room), and realizes what he did...she never knew before...so she goes up to him and kisses him. so cute...how sweet!!! (what ross did, i mean) *sigh* so that got me in a dreamy, wistful mood...perfect writing mood! it inspired this "poem"... ahh, to be innocent and carefree, and roam the rolling green hills barefoot the soft, lush carpet under my feet the breeze whistling cheerfully through my long, wavy hair overhead, the clear blue sky, filled with puffy white clouds that fade to feathery wisps in the still of the night dressed in a sleeveless top and long, flowing skirt I walk contentedly, smiling and nodding to the bright, bold wildflowers who bow back to me the sun kisses my bare shoulders as I walk on I find myself by a brook a little stream of running water bubbling, chuckling to itself and next to it, many majestic, elegant pines and firs sit watching, guarding, the hidden depths of the forest my curiosity leads me on as I cautiously approach the entrance my feet seem to have a mind of their own but wait--the path seems familiar-- have I been on this path before? I walk on, in a daze, my wide eyes taking in all that is around me other worn dirt paths branch off of mine they seem to lead to small cottages by now it is night time the moon has risen the twinkling stars have come out I hear music in the distance puzzled and enchanted, I tiptoe carefully to the edge of a clearing bathed in moonlight, the clearing is surrounded by the soft glow of the milky twilight delicate stringed instruments play I am captured by their beauty suddenly my silent awe is broken a tap on my shoulder and I turn around face to face, with a boy whose expression was filled with innocence and boyish charm his eyes shyly asked the unspoken question, and, with a smile, he bent down, took my surprised hand in his I felt the brush of his soft lips as he gently graced my hand with a tender kiss he rose, and looked into my eyes the shocked look on my face must have given my confusion away for he grinned at me and, with a gesture of his hand, a sweep of his arm, motioned to the other young couples dancing in the middle of the clearing and for the first time, I noticed the people dancing and finally, I understood what he was asking me I smiled at him sheepishly, shyly looked at him with big, innocent eyes as he took me into his arms and we began to dance and at that moment, I knew I was smitten… dreaming aloud at 10:56 PM
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20 April 2002jadequeen28: hey aurora fits ujadequeen28: hehehe jadequeen28: i read the description purpleangel1127: thankie:-) purpleangel1127: and belle fits u:-) jadequeen28: hehe yea! jadequeen28: book worm purpleangel1127: heehe purpleangel1127: i thot i was a book worm purpleangel1127: but ur more than i am:-) jadequeen28: or u could be jasmine............"you have a special fondness for tigers." jadequeen28: ;-) jadequeen28: !!!!! jadequeen28: heheeh dreaming aloud at 6:15 PM
another quizzie! haha...  Take the Monopoly Piece Quiz! Want To Know Which Element You Are? You are Water! Stuck between the sky and the ground, you lack the sudden impulse that Air has but are unable to root yourself down like Earth. Though you have troubles finishing projects, people can depend on you for the most part (even if it means pulling a few all-nighters). On the plus side, you are extremely adaptable and thus can adjust to any situation. Sure, you might not like it, but it doesn't weigh you down. Best Match: Fire, just enough 'oomph' to keep your interest. Worst Match: Spirit, you'll be out the door before they make up their minds. 
Streea wasted a bunch of time making this test. You live in a dreamworld all your own. Perhaps you escape to this fantasyland to get away from your troubled past. Because of your preoccupied nature, you might ignore the well-meaning warnings of your parents or guardians. But remember that not all strange men in the forest are Prince Charmings, no matter how well they dance. A friend to animals (and who isn't?), you are especially fond of owls. (You're probably a Harry Potter fan as well.) Be careful that you don't sleep away your life waiting for true love's kiss.
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19 April 2002why hello there. yes, u. and how are u doing this lovely afternoon? o gee...NOW the weather is gorgeous...but during the week, its not...i see how it works...o well at least its nice for the weekend. :)im so bored and trying to avoid hwk (even tho later i will be complaining about how much hwk i have and that i dont have enuf time to do it...and staying up all nite doing the dreaded hwk). blogs are very addicting. i have sat here for an hour now, jes catching myself up with ppl's blogs. hmm...i am getting hungry. *grumble grumble* <--says mi tummie i have nothing intelligent, insightful, thought-provoking, or interesting to say rite now. so i guess ur stuck reading this no-content post. u kno, paradokein is really nice. i dont even kno him but he seems really nice. interesting. polite. its a nice, refreshing change from all those other meanies out there. i really must learn how to fix templates and layouts and such to jazz up this blog. it looks so...boring. blah. heh, i figured out links and imood updater...good enuf for me for now. ;) dindin soon...then awana and praise practice...laters ppl...payce (as moki would say) ;) dreaming aloud at 6:28 PM
16 April 2002i am so happy! i cant stop smiling. xiao hu jes called. (he remembered!) and we did devos together. and talked for a while...about renaissance and midieval times...he borrowed his friend's catalog of different things they used in those times, like clothes, weapons, utensils, etc. i really want a burgundy cloak. i've wanted one ever since i was little, except when i was little, i wanted a red or navy blue one. hmm...they call them "capes" in the catalog. well i want the ones with the hoods...i prefer to think of them as cloaks and not capes. i also really like the dresses and gowns the women wore in those times. long and flowy...the gauzy material is so kewl too! for shirts and skirts...so pretty...peasant stuff is also nice. like peasant blouses and lace up shirts/skirts/pants/whatever and long and flowy skirts.everything back then was so natural. like they were more in touch with nature...cooking over the fire...living in cabins and such...using horses or just on foot for traveling...horses and carriages! and the arts were emphasized more. they were important. like writing (poems!), painting, etc. sigh. how i wish to live in that time period. the only thing i dont like is all the fighting with the weapons (scary!) and how things get dirty so easily. and i guess there aren't that many conveniences that we're used to today. but i'd still like living back then...it seems so...iono...fairytale-ish. romantic. courting...how cute. i guess i got these ideas while talking to him...its been a huge dream of his too, for a long time. (living in renaissance times) (another) one of my dreams is to visit switzerland or scotland or some place in europe with rolling green hills and a good view. a place where wildflowers are abundant, their sweet fragrance spilling everywhere. a place where one can just sit and write. maybe read and paint too. and watch the clouds change shape. sunsets...and watch the stars come out at night. look for shooting stars. watch the sun rise. ponder. write some more. i'd like to also visit a small town, like the countryside, in, say, switzerland, and just live there for a while, as they do. work in the fields, grow my own food, do smalltown stuff, and have plenty of time to go hiking up to the hills, to read and write and do whatever else i want. my own thinking spot. before i drift too far off, i guess i better stop, so i can actually get some work done and get some sleep tonite. so thats enough dreaming for today. *silly grin* yea...i still cant stop smiling...and being dreamy...;) dreaming aloud at 10:01 PM
 Which "Natural Wonder" are you? or  Which "Natural Wonder" are you? hmm...which one am i? today was a half day at school. pretty kewl, except they cut our brunch short so we could get out earlier. i was lookin fwd to our 30 min brunch tho. it became 15 min. :( went to rocco's for lunch. yum. i'm so tired now tho. i have way too much hwk that i need to get done. jes takin a quick break i guess. aim isn't working for some reason. at least on MY comp. poop. my eyes hurt. i got an email from roger last nite. it totally made my day. it cheered me up...i feel special. i miss roger!! :( *sniff* tear... *grumbles* says my tummy...*feed me!* my tummy has spoken... dreaming aloud at 7:55 PM
13 April 2002your flavor is oO Natural OoCongratulations, you slacker. You're laid-back, relaxed and, well, natural. Sensible and down-to-earth, you let very few things bother you.  Click here to take the test! i let very few things bother me?? hahaha thats a good one. :) dreaming aloud at 5:13 PM
concert yesterday was awesome!! nichole nordeman and steven curtis chapman are so good. very inspiring. i wish i could write music like them, and have a great voice too. the slides telling the missionary stories about the auca indians was really interesting too. and when steven saint and his "grandfather" came out...it was so kewl! he even spoke their language! which was so neat cuz i got to hear some foreign language. that kind of thing jes awes me. how theres so many diff kinds of languages out there. it makes me realize how limited my knowledge is. talked on the phone for a while today. on aim also. watched some tv. such a relaxing day. dont wanna worry about nething rite now. jes wanna take it easy. no stress allowed. ahhhh...i feel lethargic. i had an eye appt this morn. grr...cut into my "sleeping-in" time. but i got a new perscription and hopefully imma get new glasses (frames) soon. theyre ordering em rite now. yay. im happy. :) well, im trying to make this imood thingy work. unfortunately rite now it is not. susu and christina, howd u do it?? i followed the instructions...sigh. technologically impaired again. and i still hafta figure out how to put the calendar in mi blog too. hmm...im so bad at html! ;) i only know the basics. o yea...another summer project...learn viola. me and susu are gonna learn and play in orchestra next yr. im excited. ive always wanted to learn a lower-pitched instrument, like sax, but i cant see myself play a wind instrument. strings is more mi thing. so...voila!...viola! :) <---sillie pun i kno. :) dreaming aloud at 4:36 PM
10 April 2002jo u ch y 72: wat?!jo u ch y 72: it WAS me jo u ch y 72: why i make u all exasperated?? jo u ch y 72: i feel sad now jo u ch y 72: :-( purpleangel1127: yea, it WAS u purpleangel1127: i told u! purpleangel1127: YES purpleangel1127: feel sad purpleangel1127: bad jeff purpleangel1127: bad jo u ch y 72: aww i'm sorriez purpleangel1127: ok...s purpleangel1127: s'all good purpleangel1127: thnx for apologizing:-) u made mi day jo u ch y 72: makn' ure day makes my week :-) purpleangel1127: aww... jo u ch y 72: see.. i'm a nice guy purpleangel1127: haha not really...makin fun of me makes ur week purpleangel1127: ur nice...once in a blue moon:-) purpleangel1127: but i like it better when ur nice jo u ch y 72: i'm a very nice chinese boy purpleangel1127: uh huh *nods* once in a blue moon jo u ch y 72: blue moons are very popular jo u ch y 72: i'm too nice to everyone jo u ch y 72: i gota release the unnice to someone purpleangel1127: hmph purpleangel1127: why does it gotta be me?? jo u ch y 72: cuz ure fun jo u ch y 72: i dont' like taryn that much jo u ch y 72: she read my note to her to everyone jo u ch y 72: it was just meant fo rher jo u ch y 72: not for other opeople purpleangel1127: aww yea i hate that purpleangel1127: notes are personal purpleangel1127: altho urs was nothing jo u ch y 72: pshaw! jo u ch y 72: heavy emotional stuff jo u ch y 72: well.. truth is.. i don't really have anythign emotionally heavy to say purpleangel1127: whatever purpleangel1127: exactly! purpleangel1127: haha purpleangel1127: ;-)_ jo u ch y 72: i ain't no girl jo u ch y 72: what? jo u ch y 72: u want a super sensitive guy? jo u ch y 72: who cries at mandy moore purpleangel1127: no purpleangel1127: course not jo u ch y 72: and gets all flustered up whenever a certain song comes up purpleangel1127: but id like a guy to have opinions and emotions and all that jo u ch y 72: i got opinions up the ying yang purpleangel1127: uh huh dreaming aloud at 10:13 PM
MEMO FROM GOD To: YOU Date: TODAY From: THE BOSS Subject: YOURSELF Reference: LIFE I am God. Today I will be handling all of your problems. Please remember that I do not need your help. If life happens to deliver a situation to you that you cannot handle, do not attempt to resolve it. Kindly put it in the SFGTD (something for God to do) box. All situations will be resolved, but in My time, not yours. Once the matter is placed into the box, do not hold onto it by worrying about it. Instead, focus on all the wonderful things that are present in your life now. If you find yourself stuck in traffic; Don't despair. There are people in this world for whom driving is an unheard of privilege. Should you have a bad day at work; Think of the man who has been out of work for years. Should you despair over a relationship gone bad; Think of the person who has never known what it's like to love and be loved in return. Should you grieve the passing of another weekend; Think of the woman in dire straits, working twelve hours a day, seven days a week to feed her children. Should your car break down, leaving you miles away from assistance; Think of the paraplegic who would love the opportunity to take that walk. Should you notice a new gray hair in the mirror; Think of the cancer patient in chemo who wishes she had hair to examine. Should you find yourself at a loss and pondering what is life all about, asking what is my purpose? Be thankful. There are those who didn't live long enough to get the opportunity. Should you find yourself the victim of other people's bitterness, ignorance, smallness or insecurities; Remember, things could be worse. You could be one of them! Should you decide to send this to a friend; Thank you, you may have touched their life in ways you will never know. dreaming aloud at 9:26 PM
funnie email fwd: A man was sick and tired of going to work every day while his wife stayed home. He wanted her to see what he went through so he prayed,"Dear Lord, I go to work every day and put in 8 hours while my wife merely stays at home. I want her to know what I go through, so please, create a trade in our bodies." God, in his infinite wisdom, granted the man's wish. The next morning, sure enough, the man awoke as a woman. He arose, cooked breakfast for his wife, awakened the kids, set out their school clothes, fed them breakfast, packed their lunches, drove them to school, came home and picked up the dry cleaning, took it to the cleaners and stopped at the bank to draw out money to pay the power bill and telephone bill, drove to the power company and the phone company and paid the bills, went grocery shopping, came home and put away the groceries. He cleaned the cat's litter box and bathed the dog. Then it was already 1 p.m.and he hurried to make the beds, do the laundry, vacuum, dust, and sweep and mop the kitchen floor, ran to the school to pick up the kids and got into an argument with them on the way home. Set out cookies and milk and got the kids organized to do their homework, then set up the ironing board and watched TV while he did the ironing. At 4:30 he began peeling potatoes and washing greens for salad, breaded the pork chops and snapped fresh beans for supper. After supper he cleaned up the kitchen, ran the dishwasher, folded laundry, bathed the kids, and put them to bed. At 9 p.m. he was exhausted and, though his daily chores weren't finished. He went to bed where he was expected to make love-which he managed to get through without complaint. The next morning he awoke and immediately knelt by the bed and said, "Lord, I don't know what I was thinking. I was so wrong to envy my wife's being able to stay home all day. Please, oh please, let us trade back." The Lord, in his infinite wisdom, replied, "My son, I feel you have learned your lesson and I will be happy to change things back to the way they were. You'll have to wait 9 months, though. You got pregnant last night." dreaming aloud at 9:24 PM
elaine's so sweet! she IMed me to ask me how i was doin...cuz i had this in mi profile: ARGISHIMA! i am so frustrated and annoyed and exasperated. i will go do my crazy stomping mad dance now. *pulls hair* >:o i feel better btw...if neone was wondering. it was all jefferina!! his fault. or should i say, her fault. dreaming aloud at 9:07 PM
o darn. i dont get to go to freesh's after all. i took a nap this afternoon...strangely enuf...ahh i was sooo incredibly tired, even tho i went to bed at 11:30 last nite. it was actually HARDER for me to wake up. how does THAT work?? *confuzzled* hmm...alfred's at mike's house rite now...interesting...i wonder what they're up to? *grin* yay i got to talk to him at lunch today...*grin*...ok don't give me that look jefferina...stop!! *blush* ok i still havent started studying for the world civ test yet. i hope its not too hard. dang ive been slacking off way too much lately. procrastinating more than ever too. whats happening to my motivation?? uh...wait...what motivation?...*sigh*. dreaming aloud at 8:48 PM
today was a relatively good day i guess. not much work in any of my classes. not much hwk either. pretty kewl. we got prom pics today too. after school. but i hadta go home, so i didnt getta see all of em. poop. maybe tomoro. alrite more later. i must get back to studying for world civ test, and maybe goin to freesh's house tonite...? dreaming aloud at 8:03 PM
09 April 2002note to self: look at http://www.aemstory.blogspot.com when i get a chancedreaming aloud at 8:42 PM
 Which "Saved By The Bell" Character Are You? dreaming aloud at 8:25 PM
in english we are doing this career thing, where you take an interest inventory to tell you what kinds of jobs you'd be interested in for the future. i scored highest in creative arts, writing, and mathematics. hmm...i wonder...there are a lot of jobs that sound interesting, but not one good enuf to actually keep me interested and occupied (not get bored in the middle of it) and get enuf pay...and some of them sound too simple. or stuff that i'd wanna do as a hobby, in mi free time, but not as my job. but...there are plenty that are interesting to me...like freelance writer, agricultural and/or food scientist, computer programmer (?--it was the only job that looked interesting that uses math...), fashion designer, musician/dancer, photographist (is that even a word?), landscape designer, interior decorator, etc etc. 
Take the Bear Quiz by Krysten  Take the What Should Your New Year's Resolution Be? Quiz even though its nowhere near new year's... dreaming aloud at 6:49 PM
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08 April 2002random cute stuff i like:"I wrote ur name in the sand but the waves washed it away, then i wrote it in the sky but the wind blew it away,so i wrote it in my heart and that's where it will stay." ~unknown [[~*IF*~]] if you're asking me if i need you, the answer is forever... if you're asking me if i'll leave you, the answer is never... if you're asking what i value, the answer is you... if you're asking me if i love you, the answer is ~*i do*~ dreaming aloud at 11:39 PM
"Sonnet 49": Against that time (if ever that time come) When I shall see thee frown on my defects, When as thy love hath cast his utmost sum, Called to that audit by advised respects-- Line (5) Against that time when thou shalt strangely pass, And scarcely greet me with that sun, thine eye, When love, converted from the thing it was, Shall reasons find of settled gravity-- Against that time do I ensconce me here Line (10) Within the knowledge of mine own desert, And this my hand against myself uprear, To guard the lawful reasons on thy part. To leave poor me thou has the strength of laws, Since why to love I can allege no cause. (1609) Author: William Shakespeare (1564-1616) Source: "Shakespeare's Sonnets" Composed: Probably around 1592-1594, for the poet's patron, Henry Wriothesley, Earl of Southampton such a pretty poem. wish i could write like that. maybe without the old english tho, altho its beautiful. but its not my style. dreaming aloud at 10:35 PM
06 April 2002i ache.all over. so sore. bruises forming. head pounding. painful. this is the price we pay for havin an awesome time broom balling. :) ice rink all to ourselves! cant wait to see the video tomoro at youth group. aiya, i kept fallin and runnin into the walls and slipping and runnin into ppl!! ahhh...once i ran into the wall where uncle richard was videotaping...shoot i really dont wanna see that...myself, diving into the camera...*hides face*. o yea, praise practice was pretty kewl today. kinda long, so i got tired. yummie food...i ate at todai's with mi family (the first meal ive eaten with all of them at one time throughout this whole spring break!). that was pretty good. desserts were so good. i dont really like seafood...but desserts were awesome. mmm...crepes. :) that was lunch. dinner was at linguini's. the best garlic bread in the world!!! ohhhh so good... well i must go tend to my bruises (my knee hurts so much that i'm kinda limping, how sad). and shower is a necessity. before i sleep. sleep is good. san francisco tomoro! woohoo! dreaming aloud at 1:20 AM
05 April 2002last day of driver's ed today! woohoo!dreaming aloud at 1:02 AM
03 April 2002o, but on a lighter, happier note, freesha gave me stuff she bought me in hawaii!! this cute lil pot of lip gloss...it's blue and it's got a dolphin shape in it. :) also another tube of "weatherproof" chapstick. and a bracelet. :) so nice! hehehe more lip products to add to mi collection...o, and moki got me this shell. it's cute. pretty. :) haha that reminds me. tonite moki's like, "i got like 13 things!!" (from hawaii) uhh...when u say "like"...aren't u usually generalizing or exaggerating? meaning...NOT exact...hahaha. usually one would say, "i got like 20 things!" or "i got a buncha things!" or "i got like a million things!"...but moki is like, "i got LIKE 13 things!" meaning, NOT 12, NOT 14, heck, not even 12.999 or 13.5...nope, it was 13!!! *teeheehee* me and freesh started cracking up... dreaming aloud at 11:44 PM
hmph. boys are mean. moki and danny boy were being poopies today. aaaargh they got on mi nerves!! why must they aggravate me and provoke me when i'm already in a bad mood?? grrr...*seethes* at least i didn't smack em...i would've, but i'm trying not to be violent nemore. aahhhh why does danny boy always bring up old stuff from the past? i kno i smacked him in the past...i kno i was mean and rude to both of em...whatever. i was like that to all guys. gimme a break, it wasnt jes him. aiya! dang...and i thot he was bein nice too...at least yesterday he was. and now...today...iono, it was jes after our fellowship thingy. argh. i am in a bad mood. i'm going to...iono...do something comforting, hopefully. maybe a nice hot shower and some hot tea...curl up in bed with some music and a good book...harry potter! :) or maybe jes sleep...cuz its getting late and im tired. o no, im a pumpkin! dreaming aloud at 11:38 PM
ZOEgirl27: i gotta go now. but i just wanted to drop a hi ZOEgirl27: hope you have a good rest of the day *hugs* ZOEgirl27: teddy bear ;-) aww so sweet. :) so i was at driver's ed today...and me and diana were goin to lunch. afterwards, mi stomach hurt...AGAIN. sheesh after lunch mi stomach always hurts. grr. i told her that i always snack, and not really eat lunch, so i wasnt really used to eating such big meals. hehe. and she's like, well that's better than putting three lumps in you! teeheehee. that made me crack up. on the way home, my brother was in the car with me, diana, and my mom. he goes, jie, why do we have all that cookie dough stuff in the freezer? and i was like, cuz u ordered it...duh...sillie. and he's like, what are we sposed to do with it? i was like, what do u think?? he's like, iono...make cookie dough ice cream? ...obviously we don't make cookies often enough. ok, so last nite i didn't get to post. :( but...i went to drivers ed...blah blah blah...and i went shopping with diana. :) so fun! saw taryn...buying jeff's present...hehe. jeff's party thingy...for his bday...which is APRIL 8...but neways, yea we went out to dinner. yum. at new ling's. and then we went to blockbuster to rent a movie, and watched it (iron monkey) at his house. it was good, but a lil too much fighting for me...it was kewl to watch, but also kinda freaky (for ME at least...i am a lil uhh...weak in the stomach?). some kinda gross stuff...but it was cute. it's kinda like crouching tiger, hidden dragon. so yea...then cake. mmm...yummie...it had custard and strawberries in the middle...*licks lips*. i think that's one of mi new faves. hehe. and lessee...hmm...iono, i gtg soon so i post more later. praise fellowship! yay! o yea and more quiz results:
leaning to the left You enjoy structure and work best when you can devote your attention to one task at a time. You also work well with abstract ideas and can visualize theoretical situations. test yourself at geekykid.net  Take the 100 Acre Personality Quiz!  discover what candy you are @ stvlive.com dreaming aloud at 5:44 PM
02 April 2002jadequeen28: did u write that poem?purpleangel1127: which one jadequeen28: the last one purpleangel1127: most recent? purpleangel1127: yea jadequeen28: random thoughts and musings purpleangel1127: its not really poem jadequeen28: REALLY???? purpleangel1127: but yea jadequeen28: its' so good!!!!!! purpleangel1127: haha thank u jadequeen28: of course it's a poem jadequeen28: it's so good!!!!!!!!!!!!!! jadequeen28: wow!!!!!!!!! jadequeen28: dang purpleangel1127: aww u totally made my day jadequeen28: really purpleangel1127: u dont kno how frustrated i am, but now im like crying jadequeen28: it's really really good jadequeen28: wow purpleangel1127: :-) jadequeen28: wow jadequeen28: wow jadequeen28: i'm very very very impressed purpleangel1127: that means a lot to me jadequeen28: yea sure jadequeen28: its' so good jadequeen28: wah freesha's so sweet! i was totally spazzing to kel on the phone, about random stuff like the whole message committee junk, like how we're gonna meet and whatever...also about some problems in mi life...friends, family, friends, more friends...ugh. what a mess. but i think its all good for now, cuz kel is totally awesome! :) and so is freesh. what would i do without u guys?? :) if i havent already told u before...u guys mean the world to me. i luv u both so much. u are the bestest friends, and i wish i could be more like u guys. u teach me so much, about life, about how to be a better friend, about how to be a better person. i really appreciate u guys. jadequeen28: sheesh jadequeen28: y what are u posting jadequeen28: what'd i say purpleangel1127: :-) purpleangel1127: about mi poem jadequeen28: did i say somethign witty? jadequeen28: o purpleangel1127: u made my day:-) jadequeen28: hahahah purpleangel1127: heehee jadequeen28: of course purpleangel1127: ur so funny jadequeen28: ur welcome jadequeen28: hehehe purpleangel1127: "did i say something witty?";-) jadequeen28: hehehehe purpleangel1127: thats goin in there too:-) jadequeen28: right jadequeen28: hehehehe hmm...i havent eaten dinner yet...i have no appetite, yet im hungry. darn i hate when this happens. well neways before i go eat, id like to write a lil more. food can wait. hehe. well. today...first day of driver's ed. it sucked. but i was able to talk to diana, so that was really good. i havent talked to her in a while, like really talked. so it was a good opportunity. but drivers ed is a waste of time, we dont do nething or learn nething. maybe tomoro. we'll see. neways tonite i got to go shopping with mi mommie...hehe. it was actually good, cuz i got to spend some time with her. and it was fun. and we got to talk a bit. and i got some new shirts and pants. :) GUY pants! yay! go GAP! i luv the gap...*grin* basically we went to broadway, but only went to gap (kids and adults), crate and barrel, and the container store. awesome store! totally cute stuff. kinda pricey tho. :( comment that i thot was funnie: jadequeen28: i've been commanded to sign off jadequeen28: i've never been commanded to do anything ok i'm off to eat. haha i jes blabbed on the phone and online and read other ppl's blogs for like forever. and now i'm FINALLY posting. haha. took me a while. and im still hungry cuz i STILL havent eaten. so...off to eat. :) dreaming aloud at 12:40 AM
01 April 2002 You have a lot of mood swings. One day you're almond, the next you're crunchy. Make up your mind! People can always find you, since you're just that cool. Or not. 
What is your meaning of life?  Made by many not-so-well-known companies you really don't get the praise or popularity you deserve. Fruit, refreshing, and orange. Now if you weren't caffeine-free I might drink more of you. Find your inner cola. 
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alriteys i was a lil quiz-crazy tonite...i was kinda bored. hehe. as u can tell. hmm...the hawaii ppl are back...it is now 1:38 AM. (i'm editing my post from before) no one is online. :( so...today is resurrection sunday. :) what a wonderful day. the weather was so beautiful. i luv this weather. sunny and breezy. so pretty. i played violin with the orchestra at northcreek church again (this morning). then i went "shopping" except all the stores were closed. grr. i didn't get to go to gap or ae. hmph. o well. i'm glad ppl celebrate easter tho. :) then i went to 99 ranch market...shopping center or whatever. got some good eats. :) yummie. and some other random cute stuff. :) went to grandma's, had dinner with her and the rest of my family. it was actually pretty fun. i had a good talk with my family, so i'm happy. i haven't really spent much time with them lately so it was pretty kewl that i got to today. especially on easter too. hehe. alriteys i have driver's ed tomoro (yipes! watch out everyone!) so i think i must go soon. farewell. ;) dreaming aloud at 12:42 AM
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